I wanted to write a carefree piece, but it's just not coming to me. I want to be the girl in the photo, reaching out to the fierce and strong with complete confidence I want to be the girl who can face the giant and move on. I don't want to be the girl who is encircled in sadness, slipping inward to avoid life's realities. I want to be the girl who is kind and caring and not let the realities of life steal my hope and make me heartless.
I just read a piece on the web that spoke to me. It was the ever needed reminder that we are not in control. It was the reminder that as we live, we also die. It was a reminder that how we live matters. It was the reminder that for each and every sadness, we have the opportunity to choose how we will react. It was a reminder to be the person I hope others to be.
It continues to amaze me how blessed I am. It also amazes me that I forget and complain so easily. We all visit a place of escape on occasion, the trick is not to stay to long. The realities of my week were sad and none of the sadness was precipitated by my actions. I can be the girl with courage, kindness and hope, but I must face reality with honesty. Life is not always pretty or easy... and though the situation may not change, my heart can.
And of course I must always, always be grateful for the gifts in my life. Today it is this wonderful playground across the road from our house. Trails, nature, fresh air, and a blue bird sky. That is a blessing! A place to carry my burdens and leave them behind, allowing me to be forgiving and filled with hope and love.
PEACE & LOVE... be fierce!